Do you ever fear the unknown? I sure do. I actually will admit that it is my number 1 fear in life. Recently my husband, Jon, has been passing out at random moments. I know... Weird huh? It happened Jan 3rd, Jan 4th, Jan 25th, and Today January 28th. In the beginning of January we started taking him to the doctor and he had to go through all kinds of tests that turned out to be of course, normal. We now are pursuing the possibility of it being small seizures. We will be seeing the neurologist soon.
What is the scariest part of it all? The unknown. When will it happen? Why is it happening? What is it?
I like to be in control. I know you are surprised. When I am not, I literally go crazy. Maybe this is one of those lessons I just need to learn. Let go. I am not in control. I never have been and never will be and that is OK. The maker of Heaven and Earth controls my husband and my life. Why would I fear? He is the one who has given us life!
As you walk through life and the big U word hangs heavy on your heart just remember...
Isaiah 41:10
"Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand."
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Amen sista...
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